*EDIT:
I just wanted to give a BIG thanks to =Greykitty, who made this awesome avvo for me. ;D

Just great, pal. ^^
Thanks again

*/EDIT


I saw it and tought "wooh I can pretend updates" so I copied it from
journal ;D
Nah I was in the mood to do this, so here we go:

I'm afraid of:

[] the dark (nah I love when it's dark)
[x] staying single forever
[] being a parent
[] giving birth
[] being myself in front of others.
[] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[] spiders
[] flowers or other plants (WTF? o_O)

[x] being touched
[] fire (I'm more a pyro xP)
[] deep water (I love dipping)
[] snakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[] thunder/lightning (oh I so love thunder and lightning)
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[] rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow

[] rain
[] wind
[] crossing hanging bridges
[] death
[] heaven
[] being robbed
[] falling
[] clowns
[] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, including dentists (special dentists because they NEVER warn you before it hurs... NEVER!)
[] tornadoes

[] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[] ghosts
[] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[x] being alone
[] becoming blind
[] becoming deaf
[] growing up

[] creepy noises in the night
[] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[] needles
[] blood (I've got a not healthy fascination of blood... NO I DON'T CUT MYSELF xD)
[] dinosaurs (yes of COOOORSE xD)
[] the welcome mat
[] high speed
[] throwing up
[x] falling in love
[] super secrets (normally I'm great at holding secrets... Keilidh is my witness)

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.


REVIEW:
9... I'm nearly fearless? o_O

Yes I'm afarid to fall in love and I'm afarid to be alone or stay single forever. I know this is a conflict but I can't help it. Being in love just caused problems since now...

Ah and I'm afarid of high voltage...
GERMAN high voltage, not the pussy 110V USA "high" voltage... I'm talking about 230V and more ^^ Yes the good old german energy is powerful and able to kill you if you touch it with you left hand! (why left? because your heart is on the left side, dumbass!)

END

journal* Journal = new journal;

Hello boys and girls...

I've decided to be MOAR active.
I don't know how I should do that duo the lack of inspiration BLA BLA BLA

BUT I WANT TO BE BAAAACK! ^^

be happy...
ah one last thing I want to say to everyone:

BANANAS ARE GREEN WHEN THEY GOT PICKED IN AFRICA.
So In fact we're eating not ripe bananas!
AND:
Never store bananas besides tomatos, 'cause they cause each other to rot!
yes this was all very importat...

Journal->end = true;
SAFE DELETE Journal;


ps->text = "YES I can't think without c++ anymore... D:";

First watch this and then read the following:
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Have you seen that? DeviantART has a commercial!
And what have you recognized besides that MUCH offeres and teleshopping humor?
YES
NOT A single word about the artists who uploaded almost 99,98% of the content you can find on "deviant shop". This spot seems to me like the dA team is gathering all the credit for all these hard working artists on dA. After dArama and the furrystorm, this is the third big slap dA gives to me and many other artists. C'mon guys it's time for a change!
So here we go.
Everyone, who agrees with me and thinks "FUCK THAT SHIT!" is welcome AND FOCED to join the comunity of artalleys.com, a comunity... almost free of money rush and commercials. It stands for what dA was in the very beginning. A site for artists to share their inspirations with others. Poorly the furries stay but I guess you can find them on ever art site.
Here is the link for art allays, have fun there:
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Join this site...
this site...
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GO NOW!

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nothing more to see here...

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now sign in!

Really this is deep.
Yes I'm homesick and I don't know why,
because the place where I am is actually my home.

My life becomes more and more the same monotone
thing and I try to fight against this.
Dunno I think I have to get out of here.
Somewhere else. Away from my dad and everything
which reminds me to this place. This is
suffering me since more than 4 or even 6 months.
I don't remember...
Some really bad memories are bound to this place
and I have to get rid of them.

Call me an attention whore but I couldn't resist
writing it all down.

See ya next journal.

This is a very serious entry.
Why?
Because lemons are yellow!